I will never forget 25 January 2018 when my son Alasdair, aged 21 fell asleep and never woke up. I miss him daily even though I still talk to him constantly. I had never heard of SADS before that terrible day. My life has changed completely and I would do anything to have him home. His room is just as he left it and I have his ashes in his room. I like to go in and sit on his bed and talk to him. I have a locket with his photo and a lock of his hair.